After getting married, slowly and steadily i did not realize that i had become impatient and grumpy. Small incidents made me upset and became the root cause of my unhappiness. i did not realize but i have already started taking tensions like females running houses for years. and could not find happiness in things. i used to really think hard before smiling. and did not realize that i have become a BIG BORE by now.
well all of the sudden unwillingly (here the reason why i am stressing on this word is my hubby went out of station for some work and was forced to go to mom's place) i had to land up to my mom's place. the reason for putting it in a bad manner is not that i dont love my mom, its the travelling time involved in going to and fro from her place... well thats not the imp. part here. so as i mentioned i had completely forgotten what joy is and how to be happy. after a super tiff with one of my train mate i was travelling alone by the local train and wen i reached shivajinagar and was looking for a rick to reach my office. A thought came to my mind and i plugged my IPOD and started walking towards my office. oh that walk was the walk of 2010 i must say. i was so happy to be with myself after a long time.. and it was fun staring at people & things happening around. As i have a habit of waking up late i missed my tea, so i bought a cutting chai at a tapri and enjoyed it to the fullest. I felt so good that i realized that everybody can be happy without reason.
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